From friends to foe

Why can’t I just let it go… why do friends turn into a foe….

Nice on the face, stab on the back..
All the happiness, inside of me I should pack..
I might be blunt, I might be a nut case..
Atleast I don’t put up a fake face..

Friends are not friends, they are your foe..
Your worth in their life is not bigger than their toe..
Then why waste time, and why always be nice..
Be good to them and still pay the price??

Ultimately they start thinking, you are a fool..
Killing you from inside with their emotional tool…
No matter what comes out of your mouth..
About that, someone somewhere will always shout..

Do hell with those people, tell them I don’t like their tone..
Go just live your life, and leave others alone..
Its sad but its true,
but I thank god in my list of friends, I don’t count you..

I was happy, I used to have fun..
I have changed coz I cannot be free with my head placed in front of a gun..
I am held by shackles of closed mind..
These words are stale, sweet docile and kind..

World is not for those people who are wise..
This mean world would make these people realize..
It is stupid to keep the ‘give it all’ attitude..
Change yourself if you want to survive..

I did not believe my school teachers when they said..
When I used to read stories before I used to go to bed..
“You are living the time of your life,
You will remember this time when you will have kids and a wife”

Now I am having a reality bite..
When the bag of troubles is always in my sight..
Rewind back to the time when a friend was a friend..
And fight meant someone losing a pencil that u had lend..

Just one word- SELFISH

selfish is an apt word
for most of the people i meet
jus get ur work done
n disappear when others r in need

create heights of even a small task n others efforts u jus shun
but still stand on others head when its ur work tht u want GET DONE

othrs are not fools, tht they wont realise
ultimately its u, whom they ll criticise

so ol ur smartness, i suggest u keep it to urself
n start caring about others instead of I ME & MYSELF

life-as it is

i am stuck at such a place...
where life is fast in pace..

everyone is running to give their life a kick start...
and leave everyone behind to grab tht one best part(placement)..

a place where sleepless nights becomes a habit..
where sometimes u ve nothng to do and other times u don gt time to sit..

where friends are jus for the namesake..
"take me if u want to" attitude which is totally fake..

where smiles are passed jus from the face..
and inside your mind and heart it doest leave any trace..

where people are unapproachable, rude and mad..
where u actually realize, that reel life is fun but real life is sad..

where u stand all alone, no matter how much u try..
in the end you wil be all by yourself when u cry..

welcome to my world of misery dear friends..
if u cn then plz do help me change all these stupid trends..

Mean World

i cant thnk of anythng new..
my world is limited whr friends r few...

helpin others give u nothng back...
consideration is one thng tht people today lack...

ask them for help.. and u wil thnk...
it wud ve been better... if ol ths gap u cud link..

selfish is an under statement... for these people so mean..
such a self centered world never had i seen...

but i thng i get ol ths nw...
u get to finally learn ol these thngs...
I DON KNO HOW

i am not trying

i see a significant change in the air
some people are changing their flair
relation cant work with a lie
or with saying " i just dont share my pie"
keeping the attitude sky high
and nt care if the othr person lives or dies
for you it is you and always about you
for once realise that i am thr too
like a fool i keep gettin us back on the track
and you say " i dont care n i stopped tryin long back"
have u ever thought hw much would that ve hurt
i dont kno hw u manage to blow memories away like a dirt
either it meant nothing at all
or suddenly u decide i m nt worth ur call
still i wait, i dont kno why
after writing each line, i dont kno y i cry
why, i dont get, i have attached hopes with you
whn i kno the sun has come n thr is no morning dew

a welcoming change

happy days r cumin back, leaving behind all the things that v lack

sitting alone i sometimes think,
how much this world changes in a blink

finding a unique place for myself in this crowd
making myself n my loved ones proud

to lead a life filled with past glories, is not how i want it to be

i want to do something special each day
maybe learn a thing or two from this vast, wide, never ending sea

The journey called life :)

22 yrs have passed (now u know my age), have crossed various milestones of my life, have cherished each moment spent in each phase- prep, secondary, higher secondary n finally graduation. But somehow 6th of December- the graduation day still feels very different from every other day that I’ve been a part of.. Fresher’s day, farewell day, college day etc...

Wearing those black robes give a different feeling all together (have not experienced that till now but have heard that ample number of times from parents, elder sister and friends). It’s like preparing yourself to face THE JOURNEY CALLED LIFE.

1/4^th time past my post graduation course but I still feel I m in my teens... and then suddenly a thought crosses my mind which reminds me about this day. The day when I will get my graduation degree, and suddenly, I feel old and responsible and most importantly “I am no more a teen”.

It might sound “silly” to my experienced seniors and “what-the-hell-is-she-talking-about” to my juniors, but I am sure my classmates will say “how-true” after reading this. Guess this is how we all have to move on. Accepting whatever comes our way and then continuing further.

A happy journey ahead to all u fellas...